It's been a couple of months since I've posted anything and I apologize for that. Seems like there hasn't been much to write about. Hopefully today marks a change in that I am, once again, getting serious about getting healthy. Seems like its time for a new beginning as we are moving in the next couple of days. I see this as an opportunity for new focus and a new beginning.
I find that I'm great at making big decisions. I take my time, weigh out the pros and cons and eventually come up with what is usually the right decision. Little decisions are my Achilles's heel. It seems the smaller the decision, the less likely I am to make a good one and this eventually affects everything else.
I can make a big decision to 'get healthier and lose weight.' Simple, I know what I should do and can map out a plan for getting where I need to be. Then there comes the day to day, minute to minute execution of that plan. In general I am usually pretty good following a plan. OK, mostly. I tend to make a great start but my follow through suffers over time. That's where those little decisions come in. Little decisions like, "should I eat one or two of these?" or "one more piece of ________ can't hurt, can it?"
Yes, it can hurt. See once I give in to a temptation or mae the wrong decision, it just seems to snowball and spiral out of control. Since I did X then Y won't matter. and the justifications begin and the plan is off the rails and out of control.
For me, I need to stay vigilant and on a strict regimen in order to stay on track. I am too easily side tracked when I allow myself too much choice - too much leeway. Most books and articles I read say that in order to make lasting changes they should be done gradually and not be too drastic at any given pint, but that doesn't work for me. It seems that if I make those small changes I lose focus and get off track.
So, starting today I'm getting my focus back and eating how I know I should - following what is essentially the Paleo Diet. Ok, I hate the word diet but it allows me to stay focused and make better little choices in order to support the big changes I need to make in order to get healthy.
Part of my choice for the paleo diet is from a resource I found called Nerd Fitness. (http://www.nerdfitness.com)